I view blogging as a practice. Kind of like meditation.
Blogging involves a discipline. It helps me show up. It is a conduit to my creative self – which goes way beyond writing.
It’s just the very tip of that self that blogging accesses. Blogging sort of sits at the outer entrance to my creative self, but it helps keep the door open.
It keeps fear of the page at bay.
I noticed in my drawing class the formidable fear of the page that pretty much everyone in the room experienced.
The teacher told us what to do and started a timer. We all just sat there and stared.
We eventually learned that the point of the timer was to force us past that fear of the page – to make us jump fearlessly onto it.
I experience this with creative projects of my own inspiration as well. I get a vision. I get excited. I can’t wait to bring it to fruition.
But then I notice that I am resisting it. I don’t have time to work on it. I don’t have the perfect supplies. I’m not, you know, in the right mood for that. I can’t find my scissors. I don’t know how.
Ha. That is one thing blogging teaches you. Mood, time, supplies, coffee, whatever, the point is to do it. Recognize the resistance and tackle it front on. Just make yourself go, dammit.
The longer you practice, you eventually learn that the creative self does inevitably show up when thus called forth – albeit some days better than others.
Even better, such a practice helps you to become more aware of the existence of that creative self and its awesome depths – as well as your capacity to access it and allow it.
And the more of that self that shows up, the better.
So, for today, just practicing. 🙂